leftunspoken's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Survey - cuz you know you wanna know Swiped from the happiness that is Serenaville and edited for lack of interest in some questions plus that whole I'm-supposed-to-be-working shit: 1. Longest you've gone with out a shower: Two full days - poker run on the bikes to the caverns and back, camped out on the river. Me and the rest of the girls sorta splashed ourselves with a gallon of water. The men just smelled. 2. Color of most clothes you own: Black. 3. What do your teeth look like: Straight. Appropriate size for my mouth. Underbite. 4. What are you doing in 1 hour: Still working. Still wishing He'd call. 5. What room are you in right now: My office. 6. What where you doing 12 a.m. last night: Soaking in a really deep, really hot bath. Wishing He'd call. 7. Do you like riddles: Yeah. 8. Do you like trampolines: Totally. But just the big outdoor ones. 9. How old will you be in ten years: 40. 10. What do you think you'll be doing in ten years: *ughh* probably in prison. One of these jackasses I date is finally gonna push me too far and I'll run him over with a tractor. (But I'd rather be married with a couple of kids.) 11. Last thing you ate: A handfull of pretzels. 12. Do you burn or tan: Tan. Ma's white as can be with blue eyes and freckles, but daddy is part Apache and dark skinned, eyed, haired. I got her fair skin, but the ability to turn as dark as him in summer. 13. Pen or pencil: Pens. Really inky ones. 14. Do you check your mail regularly: Nooooo. Because if you don't acknowledge the bills, you don't have to pay them. 15. Describe your: a. Hair Mid back (four inches from waist), coffee brown, straight if I blow it dry, wavy if I don't. b. Toothbrush Those Crest spinny ones with the batteries. Silver and blue. c. Bed Queen-size. No frame so it sits on the floor. Perfect combo of squishy and firm. Covered in pillows. 16. What color are your nails: Currently iridescent cerulean. Shout-out to my girl andnowwhat 17. What color are your eyes: Mostly honey-brown. With an interior circle of olive green when the sun is in my eyes or I've been crying. 18. Last time you were sick: Christmas. 19. Last person you yelled at: One of my residents. 20. First best friend(s): Twin sister was numero uno. Then when we started school there came the three Kristins. 21. First real memory of something: Hmm. Blurred memories of standing naked in my mother�s plant box in the living room with my twin. I remember the smell of the sand and the plants and the feeling of sunshine on my skin. 22. First car: Volkswagen Jetta 23. First date: Don�t remember 24. First kiss: First french kiss was when I was 12. I thought it was really weird but not necessarily unpleasant. I went home and told my mother. 25. First break-up: Age 15/16. First boyfriend. He was 20. He�d been beating me up. I finally got sick of it. When I broke it off he freaked out and carved my name in his chest with a knife and showed up at my house crying and bleeding. He bothered me for another month or so. One night at a friend�s house (the neighborhood hang-out) he showed up, pulled me aside, tore a beer can in half and started cutting himself with it. I tried to get it away from him and got my thumb cut open pretty badly. A couple of the guys got in a fight with him. Not out of anger just trying to control him. He left me alone after that. Mostly because I started dating the guy whose house we were at that night. He was 24. (Yeah I know. *shaking head*) 26. First job: Always worked for our father feeding hogs, raking horse stalls etc., and helped one of our brothers roof houses. That was just chores though. Paying: Whataburger. Graveyard shift. Highschool. 27. First screen name: Is that like a porn name? 28. First self purchased album: I know it was Megadeath. Don�t remember which album. 29. First president you voted for: Clinton. I was 18. 30. First piercing/tattoo: First piercing � ears, age 2. First tattoo � left ankle, age 18. 31. First enemy: Girls were always trying to start fights with me in high school. Never did figure out why. 32. First big trip: Six Flags DFW � age 3. All I remember is this red ice cream thing they gave me to eat, the view from the stroller, a glowy necklace, and lying in the back of a van with my head on my brother�s wife�s lap � her jeans were wet from some ride she�d gone on and it felt so nice and cool. 33. First play/musical/performance: Second grade. Mary in the school play. I was madly in love with Joseph who was in third grade. 34. First musician you remember hearing in your house: Had to be something country. Lots of gospel too. Probably something from Grand Ole Opry. 35. Last cigarette: Never smoked a single cigarette in my 30 years of life. Last thing I smoked was six or seven months ago. 36. Last kiss: Mr. New Obsession. S. Sunday night. 37. Last good cry: Saturday night. 38. Last movie seen: White Oleander. Terrible. Good book though. 39. Last book read: Wish You Well 40. Last cuss word uttered: My favorite - fuck. 41. Last beverage drank: Cherry coke. 42. Last item bought: incense 43. Last ice cream eaten: Frosty, sunday afternoon while trying to console myself over the Sacramento game. 44. Last time wanting to die: Saturday night. 45. Last time in love: Shut up! 46. Last time hugged: 20 minutes ago. Though I was the hugger not the huggee. Last time hugged � Sunday � S. 47. Last time scolded: Sunday night by S. when he said if I bended over like that again, he�d never make it to work.
48. Last time resentful: Don�t remember. 49. Last time dancing: This morning � shower. 3:05 p.m. - January 27, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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