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The next new man

So. *scraping toe of shoe in the sand*

Yeah. Hmmm. So...the new guy.

I like him. Lots. (Heard that here before haven'tya?) I liked him before when he had way more problems than now. And like him still; admire the way he is building his life, admire his morals, and virtues, and beautiful eyes. Even like his faults.

We're taking it slow. Slow is good. Lots of room during slow for escape. I don't currently want to escape, but you never know. I always think they're wonderful in the beginning. "...I can pretend you're amazing...Blue October"

Blinking fast, wondering if ending in a hideous, flaming, heap of twisted metal is what comes next.

A friend said to me today something I thought very wise for all its simplicity: What you must do is not look at the things that are good in a person. Those things (if not an act) will always be there. What you must do is look at the things you don't like, the things that hurt or anger you, or drive you crazy. - If you can accept those things, tolerate them with a generous heart - then it can work.

4:25 p.m. - December 14, 2004

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