leftunspoken's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A quick update My goodness how time flies. I've been away so very long, and the longer the absence, the easier it becomes to just walk away. This, like my painting, seems to sustain me when life is sad or difficult, but seems to be so low on my list of things-to-do when life is sweetest. All is well. Little one is huge. Making his presence known constantly. I wake up in the mornings and sit up and I guess the sudden shift in his accommodations causes what (I swear) feels as if a folding chair has just been unfolded inside me. I'm occasionally convinced he has more than the normal sets of arms and legs, though the ultrasounds have indicated he has the standard issued two pairs, one of each. His name will be Griffin David. David because it is his fathers, and Griffin because it is his. I am madly in love with him, though we haven't met. He speaks to me constantly in swirls and thumps. Already the gentleman, he kicks mostly softly, and only occasionally tortures my bladder or my spine. His father is still good, and sweet, and making me feel like the luckiest woman in the world. I've found "The One" and he has given me these gifts, this boy, this life, for which I feel wholly grateful and truly blessed. I am very loved, and feel at peace for perhaps the first time ever in my life. Be well everyone! Love you all! 12:42 p.m. - May 31, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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