leftunspoken's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Not all who wander are lost." (Tolkein) ... but some are I want to write an entry about the way I feel, but I don't know how to explain it. I want to be joyful or philosophical, but I'm not that strong. I want to have faith that life will bring what I am meant to have, because somewhere small where my heart is full of light, that is what I believe, but the rest of my heart is so full of night, and I am not that brave. I sound sad I guess, but I'm not really sad. Just lost. And scared. Because it's scary to not know where home is. And it's so exhausting to keep looking for it. 8:35 a.m. - April 11, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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