leftunspoken's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- And now I feel like a freak. (Well, okay...I did before too, but that's beside the point.) What started as me teasing him (Okay...half-teasing), just turned into a lengthy conversation with Tony, trying to explain the pleasures of being submissive (including spanking bare hand or cat o' nine tails, bondage, hair pulling, etc.) He doesn't get it. (And really I'm only talking about soft-core or maybe medium-core at most.) I don't know how to explain. It's not the how he doesn't understand, it's the why. How do you explain why something gets you off? The conversation is a blur. I remember whining the phrase "...it just does." repeatedly. He said he'd call me back and we'd "explore it further". Frustrating. Oh, bother. 2:08 p.m. - December 13, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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